I'm melting!

[SmilingElephant]

Today i declare it crash and burn day. I'm in bed right now. Can't move. Called out from work. Extremely worn out. I just can't do it today.

[SmilingElephant]

So...i did manage to get up today. I had told my sister i would run an errand for her today so i did. But i'm about to go right back to bed.

I just feel so worn out. I was hyper all week after having ONE large iced coffee from McD's...its SO good!!!!....and yesterday nite and the nite b4 i could feel myself crashing.....so today is crash day.

No...energy....not even to laugh.

[Ashes]

Hope it passes soon I hate feeling that way. 

[SmilingElephant]

I seriously hope i'm not having a depressive episode. I'm starting to feel worse. I feel like crying. And y is everybody in my house flipping out like they can't believe i didn't go to work today?       I seriously could not get up this morning! I had an anxiety attack thinkin about all the crap i'd have to do and the bs i'd have to deal with and i jus couldn't move! Why can't ppl just understand that? And then when i tried to call out for work the stupid line was busy and finally i got thru at the time i was supposed to clock in and the manager gives me attitude and tells me i can't call out at the time of my shift but tells me nobody is there before 9...i've only been there for 2 months and this was my first call out. But i didn't know i was gonna feel like this today! And my mom comes in here shaking her head tellin me i jus showed them i can't be trusted for day shift. One i don't care really and two no i didn't bc i'm always on time to work except for that one day i got my schedule mixed up.