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« on: October 13, 2009, 08:06:53 AM » |
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This is a tough question for me to ask but I had to ask it and I'll even give my answer straight away. I would go in because of the fear that I would do something stupid to those I care about. I'm don't lash out in a physical sense but I'm good with my mouth, I can tear people apart in seconds if that is the mood. But I am also very capable of suicide (that's the first time I've admitted that openly btw) I can easily push those who can help away just so it gives me the guilt free way out (I know its not entirely guilt free, but at the time I feel better if I'm alone and nobody has to see it).
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« Reply #1 on: October 13, 2009, 05:35:13 PM » |
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thats a hard one for me to answer.....there have been many times when i guess really i should have been in hospital but at the time i couldnt see it,,,,,,im most dangerous to myself when i am manic as i am capable of all manner of stupid things. but being a single parent my first concern would be what do i do with my children if i go into hospital.its them that keep me here i guess
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« Reply #2 on: October 13, 2009, 06:19:30 PM » |
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only under extreme circumstances for me. I have 4 kids and need to keep as sane as possible. If I lost it bad enough, and I couldn't gain control of my situation, depending on the mood would determine if I go willingly or not.
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« Reply #3 on: October 13, 2009, 06:46:09 PM » |
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I would. my depressions are so bad that sometimes I think i should of. I am really afraid that i will one day hurt myself, so to stop that i would hope I would be hospitlized..i dont want my kids to grow up without a mom. Although why i havnt in the past is mainly becuase i dont know how it would work with 3 kids and work, hubby cant afford any time off, etc..that and i do worry what ppl would think.
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« Reply #4 on: October 13, 2009, 06:54:59 PM » |
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yes ... i did. it served mostly as a "time out". i did ect as out patient. i would do it again if needed.
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« Reply #5 on: October 29, 2009, 08:10:19 PM » |
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I want to say only extreme circumstance..but for me if i gets to extreme...Im probably gonna be dirt nappin before I know its extreme
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« Reply #6 on: November 02, 2009, 06:23:34 PM » |
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Not a difficult question for me to answer. I would not go in willingly. The one and only time I did go inpatient it was horrible and I came out worse than before I went in.
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« Reply #7 on: November 24, 2009, 03:25:52 PM » |
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Yes I would. I went into hospital last year. I didnt want to but my doctor told me that if I didnt go in willingly I would be brought in against my will. This was after a serious suicide attempt and I was still a huge danger to myself. So i went and it was probably one of the best things I ever did to help myself. Now I would definately go in if I needed to. Helen 
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« Reply #8 on: December 31, 2009, 01:36:20 AM » |
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I went to the doors one time...lol...but the thought of potentially getting strapped down again cleared up my thinking REAL FAST >.<
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« Reply #9 on: December 31, 2009, 06:46:04 AM » |
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I've stayed in the hospital twice not counting the out patient ECT. Both times I had myself admitted, but I needed my wife's help the 2nd time.
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« Reply #10 on: December 31, 2009, 07:35:23 AM » |
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I am scared shitless of being put away, so no, I would not go willingly. What if they wouldn't let me out? Terrifying!!! 
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« Reply #11 on: January 12, 2010, 03:29:03 PM » |
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I went awhile back and just really hated the whole experience...I felt scrutinized and let down by the whole system. I wouldn't go unless my wrists were bleeding.
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« Reply #12 on: July 09, 2010, 10:57:39 AM » |
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No i would not go willling i've had bad experieced lasttime I got sectioned and also felt down by the system, they would have to be fast to catch me again..
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« Reply #13 on: July 09, 2010, 11:52:40 AM » |
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yes, I would.
I hear voices and suffer terrible delusions so I am usually willing to go. I worry about my safety and the safety of my son.
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« Reply #14 on: July 09, 2010, 12:53:20 PM » |
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I've been hearing voices some lately but they talk fast and I can't undertsnad what they are saying or where they are. But not today so far.
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